August 13th, 2010

Bedside (SPN)

So much to do...WHY?

I really need to learn to schedule my time. I have plenty of time during the day being currently jobless yet I don't give much, if any, of that time to myself.

Things I Very Much Want to Do

1. Writing - I used to write so much and now...

I have the next story in my SPN "wing!fic" series that I want to finish and post, but I'm not close to being done yet. I'm also working on some of my own stuff in terms of novellas and those aren't done yet. And then there is my current manuscript and that is not close to being finished either.

I was writing like every day for a while there, and my schedule has been wrecked by other factors. Honestly, I think I just need to sit down and finish something so I can feel like I've accomplished something. Right now, I feel like I'm working hard on various things and not getting anywhere.

I just really miss being prolific in any way...

2. Art - I want to make new icons in the worst way. And banners. And maybe walls. But it's so hard with my stressed out computer here. It crashes easily and can't handle that sort of thing, so I don't usually even bother. But I do miss it. What a great stress reliever that was. Computer work for me!

So yeah. Those are my big wants right now. I have other things I want and need, but that can always be the subject of another post LOL