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06 April 2008 @ 01:51 pm
Over the past few months, I've been making changes on my LJ. I've been moving toward keeping this journal primarily fannish and less personal. It's not that I don't trust my flist - it's that this is a very open and public space and sometimes I don't think we realize just how anyone can be watching. I have some other reasons too, mainly due to the field I want to enter.

I have no desire to go friends-only, though.

You'll still see personal posts. I'm not about to become a robotic and personless poster. Those posts will probably be fewer, depending on my mood and the situation, and be on filters if necessary.

Most of my personal posts are gone. I'm still in the process of clearing up posts, so if you're browsing, you might bump into some locked links. I'll be fixing those as soon as I can.

I've also been noticing for the past few month or maybe even the past year, I've become very...vanilla. Maybe it doesn't come across that way online, but I've noticed I've been censoring myself way way more than normal. Part of it stems from my core value of being a diplomatic and tolerant person who hates to see fights. But I also think part of it comes from some past baggage where I've allowed my voice to be silenced. My journal is for fun and interacting with people who sometimes share my views and sometimes don't. While I still stand by my principles of tolerance and healthy adult debate, I am going to be voicing my opinion more, whether it's fashionable or not. I still believe we all can have opinions and be respectful.

As for writing, I've come to the conclusion it's always going to spill onto this journal no matter what. I can't fully separate my fannish self from my storytelling/writing self. But the writing related stuff will still remain on my other journal.

I just wanted to give you all a heads up. As always, I'm welcome anyone to comment on my LJ, whether they agree with me or not. I'm grateful for you all and thanks for making my flist such an enjoyable and varied experience :)
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Working for the Mandroid: Daniel and Jack To Do Listmoonshayde on April 8th, 2008 12:08 am (UTC)
It's one of those questions I don't think there will ever be an answer for LOL
Barbara: Clois Smug Coffeehtbthomas on April 6th, 2008 09:48 pm (UTC)
I keep all my fannish stuff public and personal stuff private. I guess I'm semi-friends only, but I don't really advertise it.

BTW, I posted your fic! Hope you like it. :)
Working for the Mandroidmoonshayde on April 8th, 2008 12:07 am (UTC)
Thanks again! It was fun :)
damietta on April 6th, 2008 09:52 pm (UTC)
Glad you are still going to post. I completely understand about vanilla. I can't post entries because the national company I work for "frowns" on blogs. So, I don't take chances. Strange times we live in aren't they?
Working for the Mandroid: SG1moonshayde on April 8th, 2008 12:06 am (UTC)
I know a lot of companies frown on blogging because they are worried that employees will be spilling secrets. I understand the sentiment, but it still is a pain.

It's always nice to see you when you can come around though :)
Traycer: valatraycer_ on April 7th, 2008 01:07 am (UTC)
Voicing your opinions can be a good thing. I always enjoy hearing your thoughts on various topics, including your fandom metas. :) And if it was vanilla in your past posts, I look forward to when you become more vocal with your opinions. :)
Working for the Mandroid: Corporalmoonshayde on April 8th, 2008 12:03 am (UTC)
Heh heh. Well sometimes I feel like I'm vanilla. I hold back a lot. I'm just trying to be more asertive in all areas of my life :)
crayonbreakygalcrayonbreakygal on April 7th, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)
Totally understand. I created my journal to do fannish stuff and it's turned into something entirely different than I expected. It's not bad that happened. Just not what I expected.

Working for the Mandroid: D'ohmoonshayde on April 7th, 2008 11:59 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah. You never know. I can see that I've gone in cycles. I've been really fannish, very personal, and then fannish again. It all depends. :)